4 months ago l was almost killed in a horrific car accident…one that I should not have walked away from by any means, but did. This wasn’t my first brush with death. I spent night after night, and day after day, trying to understand why I kept “beating death”. Not understanding why someone wanted me here so badly, or what my purpose was for being here in general.
One night when the feelings got too overwhelming, I sat down with my guitar and this song just poured out of me. A cross between trying to convince myself that I was ok after a hell of a 2026 year, and also knowing that I am ok. That I am supposed to be here. The question “why me?” still lingers around my mind on the daily though.
This year has challenged me in ways that I have not been challenged. I have experienced significant trauma of not only the body but the soul as well. I’ve loved. I’ve lost. I’ve felt pain in every way imaginable; but at the end of the day, I’m still here. I'm still standing. I still know that tomorrow may not come, so I have to make the best of today. Thank you for listening